You Don't Mean Anything

Maybe I'm just not good enough for you
And maybe I just don't wanna be like you
And maybe I just don't wanna know
How low you're ready to go
I'm not gonna change
You can't make me
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be
Tell me does it feel good to be like you
Tell me why should I waste my time with you
'Cuz maybe you always bring me down
I'm sick of being pushed around
I'm not gonna change
You can't make me
You don't mean anything to me
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be
I know you think you know me
You don't know anything
I know you want to help me
I don't need anything
Don't tell me where to go
I don't need you to know
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be!

yum cha last night

Sudden got his call last night...
HAHA..happy! we didn't meet for so long..miss you,kiddie!
Then,we went greentown's kopitiam yumcha.
surprise alot...just didn't meet him bout 3 months...
he change alot..I completely cannot recognize him...
HAHA..honestly,he look very mature...wey tian..you"dai gor zai" lo~
our topic never change...music and DJ Ken...our favorite..hoho...
Happy night! Normally saturday is the most bored day..
finally had a lot of fun at night! weee~

累了~~

今天，和妈咪去吃麦当劳。。
唉，天啊！怎么那么巧?我昨天才吃来叻！
不能吃别的吗？==唉，最后还是吃得饱饱的。
我超爱的big Mac~肥死咯~好不容易才瘦了点。
昨天和某人发生了不愉快的事。
对不起，我不应该这样怀疑你。
我该相信你的。不，我的确相信你说的。
只是，也许我误会了。如果你真的在写我的话我真的是伤透了。
我接受不到如果你这样看我。因为我根本不是这样的人。
不过还好，今早我们还有说话。不过。。。唉~

回到家后，要干嘛好？
无聊死了！做功课？要咩~ 很懒啊。。
最衰今天没得去parade。。和那两个傻婆~
好久没一起闹了叻~好怀念我们三剑客一起同班的日子~
今天又没得去篮球了。莉盈的话让我想起你。他说我们真有默契。
叫同一杯水。是啊~又怎样？如果昨晚没问你有没有留的话我看你不
会叫我留的。心痛。。我已经很尽力把我们的感情拉近，
可是我再怎么主动你也从没放在眼里。就像昨天一样。
是时候要习惯没有你陪我了。可是，真的要这样吗？说真的，我不想！

很烦啊~很无助你懂吗？！
不开心~今天我自己锁在房里，听我最爱的音乐，看我最爱的书，躺在我最暖的床，
不知不觉就这样睡着了。。。

I wish i can leave this town for a while,
and go somewhere is peace and silence...
I'm feeling so lost...
stuck inside a world i hate...
I'm sick of everyone around,
with the big fake smile and stupid lie!
You all might think I'm happy,
but i'm not gonna be okay!

...

Take some time to smile when you're sad.. to rest when you're tired.. to love if you're feeling empty.. & to let go if you need to. time endures, time heals. in this life, just take some time for yourself..

blah blah blah stuff.:P

Yesterday didn't go school...haha...extremely tired...
went parade and buy my personal stuff...
GOSH...spend all my cash in my wallet...==
so.....
bankrupt again....><
sighsssss....next week kena go eat American's lunch with yan may and kar ling...
gonna collect money for that...
umm.....
wonder delicious or not~
Today,
parents's day.......
so what??take it easy....I'm not so scare actually...
just pretend i very scare in front of my friends...
haha....because they very scare,so I follow....
LOL....
why i want pretend??==
today bring a normal feeling go to school...
then saw my friends...and chat chat chat...
and play play play...
and gossip gossip gossip someone...
and laugh laugh laugh until we roll on the floor...
krazy~~
yeah....i thought today is greatest for me...
I'm freaking hyper-active today....
don't know why...
Maybe yesterday i have a good good night...:P
thanks someone console me last night....
i'm always feel better after i chat with him...
he just like a "trouble-solver" for me...
HAHA...
But..........
after recess...
my mood was change...sudden change u know?
I don't know why....
is that my problem?
or I'm already bear of you for so long?
sorry,man...
I'm damn straight...
I will straight away tell that person...
so i know some of them cannot accept my attitude...
SO just leave me...
i never place you at my eye level...
umm....
so after recess me and my friends went to the hall and see they
promote their college and blah blah blah...
After me and yan may walk back to class...
janice and kar ling haven't back...
then me and yan may start to chat again...==
i know yan may beh song the person too...
I am too!
then the person come back and sit with us...
I don't know why when she said something,i look like scold back her like that...
actually i don't...
i want keep my feeling...
don't want have a war with her...
but is really annoying!
I'm out of control!
I'm being rude to her...
even give her a finger...
i know i lampau alotttt...
i also not willing to see this happen..
why i'm so bitchy after recess?
I didn't mean to hurt her...
everyone know she is FAKE...
I'm suck of it! so today finally expose!! BOOMMMM~~~
but I really hate she like to pretend and SHOW OFF!!!
especially boys! always say rubbish!
look your mirror first!
said people boy friend yong sui and what!
look back you those EX-boy friendsss then!
They handsome?
They good enough?
yours only the worst in this world!
before say people can think of your those EX first?
u don't malu ke??
I am sure i make a good fight today.:P

wish tomorrow is a good good day.

i have a lot of thing want to do for tomorrow...
haha...
happy that is no school tomorrow...
i can sleep until the next morning!
yup...
recently just sleep 5 hours everyday...
look at me!
pimples! dark circle !
yeah...
tomorrow relax..
i can do whatever i desire!
watch my favorite drama!
gossip girl~ xoxo
oh ya ya!
i can read finish my story book...
HAHA..
put at the table for so long..
dust on the book..xD
today is janice's birthday...
i make my 1st DIY for her...
a birthday card...
inside have a cupcake..
haha..no money to buy a big cake for her...
and just a little present...xD
wish she will like it.
AND.
I love my life now...
I don't hope have some changes..
don't force me to change somethings that i not willing to do so..
sorry....
Life is cruel...
HAHAHA!
I survive in this earth for myself...
not just for you...