After surgery/feel thankful so much

Finally...I was discharge and went home.

Today I've got a call from hospital.

I was shock! I thought what had happen.LOL.

The nurse who that take care of me in the hospital called me.

Asking me how I feel and got vomit and eat medicine or not?

She call me take care of the wound and dont get it wet.

Thanks to her so much!

what can i say?

Getting painful every single day.:'(

even take antibiotic.

hmm. why?:'( force myself to sleep when it painful.

wondering when i can recover..

It suffer after surgery...

cannot eat so many things.

Today is my daddy's birthday,we decided to eat dessert at the shop we usually go.

There got cheese cake,chocolate cheese. everything is made up of cheese!

Mom told me I could eat..:'( why?!! THAT's my fav cheese!!

You know i always crazy about it..

sighsss...

And i was suffering when going to bath.

cannot make it wet and scare it will have infection.:'(

gosh! cannot wash my hair often also.

I cannot bear of my oily hair!

Well,is okay right?

I had experience how to take care after surgery.><

Hope I can faster move and turn my neck freely.

Hope the wound heal faster and i won't get a scar.

waiting for the report,hope it is no big deal.

God please bless me on this saturday..Love you.

I'm sorry that I bring this problem to my family.

I make them worry me. But please don't. I will feel so sorry.

Anyway,thanks to my friends who concern me,comfort me,

visit me and call me.

I feel better now. don't worry.:]

And most important,

Thanks to my buddy,shi hui.who keep my homework and helping me

the malay's oral. I was completely forget! Thanks for everything you did,shi hui.

I LOVE YOU! HAHAHA.

Lastly,hope the one who kena javelin recover faster and

please let his scar disappear faster.[ hey,try to apply Bio-oil on your

wound. I apply this too. XD ] Hope his scar gone soon and return to

his normal face ASAP. Anyway,even though how he look like,he still the lovely brother!XD

The one i used to know...:]

I'm cried out when on the way to hospital.

Finally went to hospital and see specialist on neck's doctor.

I was wondering many times what doctor would tell me.

Is it has to do operation?

Is it had to stay at hospital?

Do i recover?? Or is it cancer?

what the things on my neck actually?

I'm suffer for a whole week. swollen at neck there and very pain.

I figure out there have other swallow thing on other side.

That's why I scare. my mom as well. so today I skip school and my mom

off work and bring to see specialist...

The feeling i went to there wasn't that good.

I rather dont want know the result,because i scare have to do operation.:(

I'm scare that is cancer too.

I don't want to know this.

I hope it won't my mother's friend daughter case.

She also has something swollen on her neck.

when she went to see doctor. the doctor told her that she got cancer.

haixxx.

God please~

when i walk into the room and see doctor.

I was almost cried out infront of the doctor.:(

Now,the doctor just told me take medicine and see whether is getting

better or not....

If it isn't...Then have to come back again..do x-ray or blood test,because

he found another things on my neck. but if it not become bigger then i dont have to worry..

haixxx...

Hope the medicine can cure the swollen things on my neck now.

if not...I don't want to do operation and see what i got inside!

and...my dearest friends. Thanks for your blessing. I guess i will recover soon.

now nothing i can do.. just take medicine and rest more only.

virus please go away! Do not disturb me anymore!