virus everywhere.

sighs...
i get sick again~~
I thought i'll be fine,but.....can't fight with those virus~
That's all my little sister's fault..she get sick first...
Then she spread the virus to me and another sister...
ewww...I hate sore throat,flu and cough...
it make me hard to breath and I lost my stamina...
Weak...Luckily I'm feel better...
and my sister too..we recover...
Now...turn my daddy get sick...
our virus spread to dad...HAHAHA.
too bad...now he just lay on the bed and sleep..
Turn us to take care of him....
haix....
now virus is everywhere...
My thailand trip was cancel...
cause H1N1 is coming back...
my mom worry...so next week we are going to the beach!
Langkawi~ yeahh...not bad...
so,dad....recover faster...I want go out and playyyy!
HAHAHA..

To all my friends,weathers change always..sometimes cold and sometimes hot
like HELL! so,take care,my buddies and my dude. drink more water and don't get sick.
Love you! xoxo

Meaningful.(=

Giving Up Doesn't Always Mean You Are Weak.

Sometimes It Means That You Are Strong Enough To Let Go.

A different side of me

everyone has a dream,right?
the dream i want so far...would you like to know? HAHA.
is impossible but i hope it could really become true some day..or tomorrow?:P
Alright,guys. Please don't laugh at me..I'm not kidding. it's true.
you know what?

I wanna be a Rock Star,and a superhero!
Living in dream,doing the things that i wanted.
I wanna see my face on the TV one day,with the picture on the cover
where my friends could see a different side of me.
I know everything is gonna change for me,
if it could happen then you will see a different side of me.
I won't be waiting for the life to pass ahead of me.
So i want to do whatever i wish for and let people to see different side me.

I'm jealous!

Yes! I'm jealous! I'm f**king jealous!
i thought you were different. i thought you were care.
you know why i'm jealous?! because I care about you.
You think I'm really like to jealous? NO!
Just because I care about you!
why you don't understand?
If I'm not jealous,that's mean i don't care about you anymore.
mean you not worth to jealous,you not worth to care.
why? your mind just having her!
you bored only find me...when you no need me or she doesn't here you
only find me? why you don't put your effort in our relationship?
is it the best you can do?
Grrr....
to be honest with me,are you fooling me?
is it just me idiot care about this?!
okay! from now on,I won't pick up your phone! I don't want hurt anymore.
I don't want waste my time anymore. You not worth for me to do that!
You got your secret to share,but i think i'm the last person who know.
You always told me that you so sorry about that,
but you make this mistake over and over again.
now,i don't believe you like previous because you cheat on me.
tell me honestly....
how heavy i am in your mind?
I've been give you many chances,but all you do is just disappoint me.:'(

School suck.

what for i go to school?
Just sleep and playing monopoly with friends for a whole day?
Sitting alone and read books? Ohh~ school suck.
This is why i choose to stay at home today...
Test paper just ask someone help me keep first..HAHA.
result...not the marks that i expect to.
sighs..think i can't get the target...
wake up early in the morning today...
playing facebook..facebook suck too...There's nobody i want to talk to..
And where's my friends are going? none of them here when i need them...
Friends suck..what friends really mean? Just tell me!
Urgh///
what can i do? seriously,i need some social...need to meet some new and gorgeous friends
desperately..
Is saturday tomorrow! Then?hang out with my buddies or stay at home better?
Cause i'm not in a good mood recently...:(

Silence Night

what a silence night...
what is happening? haix...
all i need is just some space...
yeah,right. just like now...
nobody at home,just me..foong lim in the house at night..
simply think again...
think what? what i really need actually?
i lost my way sudden...
alone..thinking of nonsense stuff?
no please...i don't want like that...
tomorrow will be better,is it?
is saturday...gonna crack my science books!
Start to crack tomorrow..i promise!
tonight,i don't know what's up...
so silence..i off the TV,FB,MSN..just read some story books,
listen to the music...and blogging now...
why i'm look so miserable?
is there anything bothering me?
i know,All i need is just fun!
if i got this,i won't so depress one.:(
faster holiday...
i want to leave this town for awhile..
i sick of going to school! some haters is there.
i don't want to look her face.i will vomit~
Emo mood turn on: This is what i feel now..

.

i have something to tell you,dude.=]

not enough time to sleep again..
feel so blur all day long...
almost get scold from canteen's worker because forget to take my balance money when i paid.
Tired? i don't know...maybe...
Just lay on the table for whole day in the class...
there's nobody i want to talk with.
maybe i moody...or i don't like to talk today...
they got their friends to talk with...
so i better take time to sleep when teacher was not teaching...
lazy day...people ask me something i just nod..or just said:ohhhh~hmm~ okay~
today cik aggamah caught me yawn in the class..
call me sit on floor and study..==
all student were standing behind except me was sitting on the floor..
good too. i extremely tired...i don't want to stand.
i rather sit on the dirty floor.
after a while,teacher call me to sit back to my place..LOL.
Then i yawn again when teacher didn't look at me.
Today teacher teaching komsas..poem and so on...
it is saying about friends..
Yeah...teacher is right! who would help us in the end? she bet just
a few friends would stand for us and fight with us..
I realize of cause. who will care whether you are die or what...
I need a true friend,not a fake friend who just fake to supporting me,
treat me so good infront of me but say something bad behind me..
And i'm glad because i found a true friend.
all friend were betrayed me before. i still remember..just you would stay with me
when i had a hard time..honestly, thank you so so much!
i still remember that time we were just felt so strange to each other.
at the end, we build up a good friendship until now..
i first time saw she defend me..
at the end we chase by her,a fatty! LOL.
i also realize that we have the same hobbies..
and we face so many problem together...
hey dude...
if without you now,i don't know what person i will be...
i don't know how to survive without you now...
i need you every time...you are everything for me...
but....am i everything for you too?
we ain't same class now...
in your eyes maybe i always with others friend and
you will think you are not important for me..in fact not...
you are the only one who willing to help me when i ask for help...
you are the only one who willing to accompany stay until 6.45pm at school.
you are the only one who call me at night and willing to listen my happen.
you are the only one who willing to help me find dictionary together..
all the things you do for me i would never forget..
we went many place before...like genting,KL,sitiawan.
i still remember we kacau by a so lou in the bus and we don't know why
we still can laughing.><
i scare actually... but when i with you...
scary things also can be a funny things.
And when we are at genting... our room is locked...
we so scare in the outside..remember?
we saw the door got something and moving non-stop.
we ran back to our hotel room..HAHAHA. we can still laugh too.
And i remember we first time took bus back my home.. LOL..
we sat at the behind there..so "dan" behind..
we almost jump out from our seat,and we keep on laughing.
is was fun! HAHAHA.

you are important in my life,dude.
Don't try to leave me,dude.
i scare of the day without you accompany me.
i need your shoulder when i cry..
i need your care when i sad..
i need your voice when i feel lonely...
my life is full of colour when you beside me..
Fun is around me when you are here..
Thanks because you cheer me up all the time..
no one can compare to you in my "position".
you are always the first person i thinking of when i have trouble,sad or whatever .
aren't you too?
am i the first too?
i love you,dude.=]