Holiday SUCK,see movie?all couple?><

help help help....
i totally bored....
bored bored bored....
haix....
last thursday hang out with wei ling...
we went to watch TWILIGHT...
wee~~so touching er...
hahax...i saw wei ling use her hand cover her eyes in the cinema...
was she cry?wasn't her?
don't know i guess whether is right or now..
but honestly...how sad...touching...
giving me choose i will watch it again...
hahax...
Thn after two days...i watch 2012 with my family...
GOSH!! is that 2012 is the end of the world?
oh no...i still young...dun want so early passed away...><
i don't want separate wif my buddies and my family...><
please~~ who can fix it?
hey...attention!!
all people who live in this earth please GO GREEN！！
save our earth and our life please..if u don't want die so early..
please GO GREEN since today...=)
HAHAX...
BULL SHIT...
we watch the last show...
coz no ticket ady...
and my dad work..
so force to see movie in midnight...12:30am-3:30..== no need sleep...
thn we enter the cinema after buy a large popcorn and sodas...
thn i found our sit...
after sit,i realize all siting in front of me,and beside of me was all couple...==
god..u playing me?i knew i was single now...><
almost in cinema is couple lo,okay?==
just a few is watch with family and their kids only..==
waa...
i saw their kiss at there...wow...
the movie made me cry at there...
so sad...so touching...
hahax...all movie i watch also very tocuching and made me wanna cry...
2012 and twilight...


this thursday go to Thailand luh...
go see ah gua as bb zai said...
hahax...
miss all my friends...xD

today is the last day i go school..go k today..=D

weeeeeeeee~
today reach school saw wei ling out the school..
we decided go mamak stall yam cha...
wow...nearly 8am we only go in school...
hahax...we the late student arrive school at class...
haa...my classmate all praise me so stylish wor..LOL...

we already suggest go kbox yesterday..
walao ar..izit long time did not wear my PJ shirt?==
look so hodoh when i wearing that...
i had no face to go there liao...
kah mei said look so cham that i wear that...
haix...then i wear the fashion spec match my look lo..
hey...nice wert...HAHAX..xD

today got me,wei ling,ah tham,kah mei and siu yok go K..=D
haaaaaa...so high today...
we shout!we yelling!we scream and sing loudly as loud as we can!
yahoo!!! gonna crazy today~xD
happy~we sing even the tone is wrong~
hahahahhax...we chi sin jor really~
and that stupid cha siu...she not shame at all...
she sing wrongly also keep singing wor...walao~beh tahan ady~><
nak pengsan lo...
and so cold at K box...we just wear short pants and PJ shirt only leh...
cold dao can make ice cube ady...
hahahax....
although today is the last day going school...
BUT.........
I LOVE TODAY.....=D

CRAZY SINGING TODAY...XD

I LOVE ROCK!

臭八婆！小心点！！气气气！！

死八婆你啊！！
别以为我不出声就以为我好惹！！
我不是好惹的，我跟你说！
不要以为我不出声就当作没事发生！！
最讨厌你这种人！！
每次说自己怎样有钱，买名牌东西什么的！
原来只是个壳而已！！假的假的！！
有钱就快赔钱啊！！
50块赔回你弄坏我的手机已经对你很好了！！
你先在还敢来串我！！采到我头上来！！
别以为我不发火当我是病猫！！
好啊！！
我就跟你玩大它！！
反正你的名在学校以经臭了！！
有谁不懂你借钱是不还的！！
我就看你星期一还不还我！！
我看我还是骂你不够！！
还敢来串我！！
谁错先先在！！
这么厉害就找人来吊我啊！！
来啦来啦！！
看有谁会帮你！
没钱还就别啊技啊咗！！！
给我滚！！

HIT SONG_through my window by bunkface=)

i thought this song is sing by The All American Reject..
but actually is sing by a band of musical in malaysia..nice song,man!

**Lyrics**
i Dont want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it's just another day
Telling me why, I'll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me
Me and you
And we are not alone
Different view
We are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Cant exist like this anymore

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me

Now theres me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

对不起，我谦你们的实在太多。。

对不起。。
今天的心情不是很好
今天有什么得罪的请原谅我
对不起。。
我知道你们对我很好。。
可是一旦讲到钱就会很伤感情
那就是原因之一
我不想你们在我背后说一些难听的话。。
虽然我只你们不会。。
不过自己就是不喜欢这样做。。
所以今天就还回给你们的钱就走了。。
最近真的很穷下。。
不是最近。。是这一年~
今天我的那一班死党都有留下去唱k..
除了我。。。=（
就在外面一个人等车来。。
傻傻的。。
望望其他人都在和朋友说话。。
而自己却一个人的。。=（
唉~
算了。。
我边等边喝我的果汁。。
O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~
回到家后就立刻跑去房间睡午觉去了。。
连午餐都没有吃。。
呵呵。。
上线哝。。
跟boon boon..
跟他玩游戏。。
今天就这样过料了~

i hate today...!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

What a bored Saturday…I thought today can hang out 1...but mother don’t let me go…
Yer….hate it…! Always find some reason and don’t let me go out..why always want me stay at home wor…
Me wanna fatt mou already lo…stay at home for what??! And want me always sleep dao 12pm or 1 pm thn only wake up??!take care of my sister like my father said??gosh…They’re not baby la okay?! Already 12 years old…period also came jor lah…still wanna me take care of her meh??!!
What a stupid reason is that??! Be reasonable la…!is obviously don’t want me go shopping today…! Don’t think I don’t know what u were thinking…!just jogging and going sport also cannot!! Is healthy la okay?!! Like that also call dangerous ar?is so gud u know?!can keep fit also..good than u stay at home and in front the TV la!FUCK!
Why???!! All parents in world is like that gah?? Oh no…said I’m always go lan gai and LEPAK wor..! where got always??!!!
Just 1 time a week only wor…! Hoiyo…looking me now…boring dao wanna write this all idiot things in here…!! Besides,I could express my feeling in here..!
I HATE U ALL AR! Blocking me hang out! Urgh~ I ‘m feeling so bad to stay at home anymore! U try it..!what the feeling stay at home whole day!!go and try,and u will know that feeling!! Just in front the TV and laptop only!! Will fatt mou u know?! After u try it,u sure will understand the feeling!!HERH!!

如果我变成回忆

p.s:如果有一天我变成你的回忆，那就把我忘了吧。。

作词：陈信延
作曲：TANK

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例 想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

以前，现在，我。。。

今天，天气凉凉的。。

一个人坐在巴士里想了好多以前的事。。

眼泪不听话。。就掉了下来。。

想起以前的我是那么的傻的，

把自己搞得伤痕累累。。。。

记得以前的我什么都不会。。。

想做什么就做，没有想到后果。。。

还学人家玩暗恋，玩告白。。。

就是想尝尝爱情的感觉。。。

到头来伤的只有自己。。。

那时我才学会了什么叫做想念，什么叫作爱情。。

苦苦有酸酸的。。

今天我渴望回到这种感觉。。

很想找回以前对你的感觉。。虽然是很苦。。

我望着外面的车子。。

想起我读中2的时候，有时回家途中，会看到你的车子走在我的巴士前面。。

那时有帕你会看到我。。我只好偷偷的望了你几眼。。

很想回到过去。。。

可以吗？

累了~

why?why?why?

i hate LONELY...

I hate BORING...

my phone can throw it..!

nobody will find me...

haix....

想找个人陪陪我都没有。。

原来我没什么朋友。。

寂寞的时候你们去了那里？

到底知道我需要什么吗？

我。。。。

只想有人关心下我而已。。。

很难吗？

心情不好时只是想有个肩膀给我靠靠而已。。

为什么只有我是人家的聆听者？？

有没有人可以听听我的呢？？

唉...

真的是好累。。。

好累。。。

以后让我一个人去承受这种感觉好了。。。

today stuff...

Friday 11September 2009

today wei ling stay a night at my home…
then when we dismiss…I saw a ice-cream stall outside our school…
my favorite ice-cream potong…RED BEAN favorite…I like it!!
So wei ling and me go there ask how much…walao?!
1 buck..usually I buy just 50 sen oli…whatever…we just bought it…
Then teh jing ying also come bought tat ice-cream for her mother…favor is durian~yuck~I hate durian ice-cream actually…bad breath after it it…hahaha!!
The weather is hot…our ice-cream so quickly melting…GOSH…how to eat?
Wei ling and me just like a soh po taking the ice-cream and keep laughing…
People beside us also feel weird..haha…don’t bother them…hahax…wei ling not careful
Drop the ice-cream on the uniform..hahax..DIRTY CAT…
Luckily I did not..haha…oh my god it still melting…I decided put all ice-cream into my mouth…oh no…so cold…BEH TAHAN LA~~after that I accompany wei ling back inside the school and clean her uniform…
Then we go parade’s kopitiam yam cha luh~~
Eh?saw kyan ,wei jing and Nicole also at kopitiam there…
Then we go inside ler…
Hahax…always go there yam cha…
Waiter at there also recognize us lo…
Hahax…
Today SPECIAL…
We sit outside…
No air-con…
Damn hot damn hot…..
We order drinks and chat at there…
I notice that a old guy like 30 years old gam de keep looking us…wtf!
See meh see?! Mei tai guo leng lui ar?haha..XD
Chi sin de….so YAM la his face…just like MA LET LOU! Ish~
We jau beh him lo…c c c~
When we gonna leave the waiter put a drink to us…
I think….hey?what’s up? He make mistake izit?
Then I look the guy he said smile wif me and take his drinks up…
WHAT? He belanja us drink? Here is pub meh?hoiyo…
Waa…be careful…later he put drug inside the drink we sure die lo…
So we did not drink it…
He went the toilet leh…
So we take the chance to put the drink he belanja us de put back on the table…
We faster run to wei jing’s table there…hahax…as fast as we can….
I din mention people in the kopitiam..so fishy ar….
i turn to the back c…my god…kunjo was looking us ran…aiyo…man…fish liao…
she laugh us,u know?haix….never mind la..we always like that 1…dah BIASA…
after this wei ling follow my bus went to my home…
today got pasar malam o…
no rain….yeah bi~
I call my bus put us down near the pasar malam there…
Gosh…having variety food at there…looking the yummy food also felt hurry jor…
We buy a lot too…hahax…
Then we take away the food and back home…
We also got take some picha la…hahax..self-loving…
At night,wei ling and I watch horror movie at the tv…
Wow…so horrible….><
Haix…so cham…
I 2pm something only sleep…
Haix….

my happy wednesday...^^

9 September 2009

hahax...we stay...but no suggestion to go anywhere...
i hope to go see Final Destination de...but no money ar..just bring RM10 only...sigh..
then we suggest to go zi hui house...we give her a surprise..hahax..
when we arrive outside her house..we like a thieve gam..
but finally also give zi hui saw dou us..
she said she c dou many leg through the aquarium..hahax...aiya..our misson is fail..
thn we go da shu jiao thr eat the famous laksa..haa..so hot at there la..but is totally happy..i love it..kah mei hot dou order two drinks tim..she period leh~aiyoyo..
so kua zhang,right?hahax..we also play play at there and keng gai luh...hahax...so childish la us..curi curi help ppl take photo..we take a lot tim..ahahax..so ugly ar me...but keep it ler..cause today freaking happy~hard ti forget this day ni..i realize our friendship is getting deep..wei ling,zi hui,ah tham,kah mei....all also important in my life..i cannot live without...hahax..Gosh!sudden rain when we eat..oh my god...how to back zi hui home ar?later still wanna watch horror movie ya..yer...so we fatt mou at there..sit there until the rain stop..
walao..sit jor there two hours..3 sumting only back..then we fast fast call zi hui open horror movie when we reach her home...the movie name is child's play..
hahax..so so so funny we watch this..we scream sound all same same de...1st is AHH like that..second time jau AHHHHHHH like that..third time jau AHHHHHHH~~~ like that..hahax...coz is getting more scary...hahax...i keep watching my phone coz i scare my bus gone later..so rush time..after finish watching we fast fast back to school ler...hu...luckily my bus just arrive..yeah~then ah tham text with me when i at the bus...she said our friendship is getting closer through this day..hahax...i also agree this...hahax...i love my friends so MUCH..



[hahax..kah mei and ah tham]

超超超开心的一天。。

9月4日星期五

今天超级开心耶。。开心到不知道怎么去形容了。。
紫今天约了新朋友出来在k box 见面。。原本我没留的。。可是还是控制不了自己。。哈！
也可以算是值得去的。。呵呵~到了那边，紫就叫他的朋友去来鲁。。
原来他是踢具来得。。16岁的。叫不知什么名了。。样子不错下的。。
超尴尬的咯。。它又没讲话这样。。我和玲都觉得他是看样子来做朋友的。。
我们在外面待了很久。。最后还是去了。。
又去唱k~星期三才去了而已叻！==破产了啦。。
原来他还有一个朋友陪她来的。。他叫燕洪吧。。他就比较有善点。。
我们认识不久就有说又谈的。。而紫的那朋友就一直出去找他其他房的朋友。。
那间房他说有7个踢叻。。我，玲，紫和眉都呆了一下。
也难怪他会出去不理我们的。。我们就唱我们自己哒。。呵呵。。
唱到一半紫的那个朋友说有两个踢要参进来，叫我们移位。。
糟了哦！很怕叻。。那时的头发像个傻婆一样。。给人家一个坏印象了。
第一个进来的叫磊仔。样子不错下拉。很有善下的。。
第二个进来的时候。。虾米哦？哇~帅叻！！1
我和紫觉得他像tzekie,而玲和嘉眉说他像wada..
可是他就超酷。。我和玲想去认知他都不可以也。。
他很静，进来也不唱歌的。。嘿嘿。。我喜欢叻~哈哈。。
他很像不是很敢望我们这边。真是好害羞哦。。
可惜他一下就走了，走的时候才说了掰而已。。好想那他的电话号码都不行叻。。唉。。
他很像也不是怡保人，不知几时才可以和他再碰面呢。。好想念他哦。。都快被他迷死了。。
应该是太像他了吧。。唉。。当然是他可爱点啦。。

之后唱完k 后就和磊仔去kopitiam喝茶。。
突然紫说尻送他的面包吊饰不见了。。
紫点了东西就和玲出去找了。。
我和眉就留在这里。。
而磊仔看到她的朋友有出去找朋友了。。
那时时间也不早了。。紫也回来了。。
他说真的找不到。玲也是。。紫回来后整个样子都变了。。
这对紫很重要的，是尻给他的。。原本他很开心的。。可是就。。
之后我和玲大算在去找过。。想把紫弄开心回~也许这是我们只能为他做的一件事吧~
我们的付出真是没白费了。。真的是给我们找到了！！耶！！那时真的开心到~我和玲像小孩子这样跳来跳去。还比拾到金还来得开心。。呵呵。。我们把紫的信心拉回来了。。

紫。。你要相信你们之间的缘分哦。。一定有奇迹的。。
看。。失去了她给你的东西都找回了。。
就证明了你们还有在一起的机会。。加油哦~阿仔廷你呀！
为了等小磊吃完东西我还得干巴士呢！还把我的蓝裙留在紫的书包！真是的！
原本想去紫的家看鬼戏，见鬼十的。。
妈当然不给的拉。。不用问！
不管怎样。。今天真的是超超超开心的！！
难忘的一天~
也希望可以认识那个踢哦。。希望可以在见面吧~^^



这是我和玲帮紫找到面包的时候开心过头拍下来得。。哈哈。。从心里发出来得笑啊。。哈哈！

speechless....

today we going k box after school dismiss...haix...not high also..is getting moody and moody...sad...wanna high also cannot...tham tham sak me about me and her..i just keep silence..when heard her name,my tear wanna drop down..sigh..suddenly heard the song it make me cry..and zi hui also...this is the first time i saw zi hui cry so long...she's my buddy..wanna make her happy also cannot..haix..i'm useless...i realize her change alot...she always bring her phone when we had stay..but this time,after she break with vio jau din bring phone at all..haix..it not her style actually..i had bring my phone but it meaningless for me too...haix..i dunno what should i do..i duno the way i should to go.. my life just back to the normal..is getting lonely and lonely..i don't like this feeling..but i ady choose the way..and it couldn't return forever le...so speechless..it is the way i choose..nothing i can said anymore..hope u were happy luh..=)

goodbye my love...

30 August 2009 Sunday….
Oh man…!What a boring sunday morning…hahax…yeah…my favor cartoon is showing on the TV!
Lalala…I’m know I’m childish~hehe…Hm…2day daddy did not work..we go eat FAMOUS hakka mi at old street as our breakfast…^^until night...i receive her message…and….i don’t know what should I do…hope i make a decision that won’t make me regret…she said wanna back with me…and she said she is serious one…walao...i dunno how to reply her cause my cellphone is out of credit… so have to use my mum’s phone to reply her…

Wow..is totally funny right?a person that were hurt you so much,and break ur heart before…but after that she wanna be wif u now…well…this happen I had experience it…but certainly I did not accept anyone before…it really like a joke…love is not a game…why does ppl lost somethings ady then only will appreciate it? want leave me as u like then want to together back as u like too?u think I’m what? I’m not your doll..just want to do it whatever you want?huh?
I have my own way…that is hurt enough when you wanna break with me…you said that you be with me just because I’m lool like her…since that day…I know u never love me before…but who care?!
I’m the last who know that u’re not care about me at all..u did not love me before…all the things u said that is FAKE one…I’m realize now…I’m like a stupid girl… thought that i am the girl u love…I’m happy to be with you that time…but now….it’s change…lie me before…is hard to believe what u say now…I cannot make the decision…just give me some times..if you want…I don’t that’s true or not….or u wanna break my heart again…? I din reply her message now…I choose to ignore…
Dun wan do anything…I’m tired…tired….

i wish everything will be fine...

why recently so many things happen..??
zio and vio zai...wei ling and ell...me and ....
just break up..is over~~so what?life still have to go...xD..
yesterday hang out wif wei ling...she and ell were fine...but at the last they argue...haix...
make me no mood to shopping anymore...so wei ling said after our lunch go play basketball...hahax...all right...yeah...high spirit,man...i LOVE BASKETBALL...the 1st time i played with myself only...nobody help 1...hahax...play dao i forget that i'm sad...wee~ but wei ling jau...haix...thn we watch movie...THE ALIEN AND THE ATTICK...hahax...so funny ya...till now still rmb that movie...hahax...haix...sudden wei ling told me about why she argue wif ell...aiyo..GOSH...why the ell will let the girl kissed ??
if i was wei ling...i sure will angry and will fuck the girl lo...she knew ppl having gf thn please don't play this kind o thgs...it not fair wif wei ling...of coz wei ling have to protect ell so they argue le...haix..LOVE...make all of us unhappy...zio(zi hui) and vio zai also...
2day wei ling and zi hui go KL le...so wei ling and ell better now..but after zi hui tell me that they just break up finally...haix...why o?i don't know how to tum fan her...she not so happy..haix...she just pretend to said that she fine and she said she's okay..zi hui ar...dun pretend anymore...i know u r hurt..said it out will better..dun put into heart..zio...is missunderstand only..tell her the truth...how much yu love her...u and her need to talk..solve the problem..dun simply wanna break up..that not WORTH...i know they still lover each other...anywhere...zi hui...don't be sad...i will beside u...let me acc u...i won't leave u like some of ppl 1...we'll be fine...and me...nothing special about me...i'm not sad at all now...i think single is suit for me...and back to be frenz is better...hahax...I WANT FREEDOM MORE THAN EVERYTHING..anyway...zi hui must be strong...i hope u can handle it...^^ may god bless you...
I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE...^^

holiday luh~

holiday luh....so what? just stay at home only....haix....freaking bored ar...duno want find what to do...and nothing to do in home also....hm...zi hui and wei ling go KL on Wednesday le...i sure cannot go de...they go find their husband na...hm...i think i not good to follow them go la...haix...my aunty go back to KL le...her baby also go back ady...freaking miss the baby ya...she so CUTE,u know? wee~
love her so much ya...hahax....aikz...now no one acc me play le...the baby go back to KL jor...now feel LONELY so much...duno why after ill i started feel dizzy sunddenly...urgh...now again...what the..what's wrong with me?sigh...what's wrong o??!!head ache make me very blur jor...urgh..how should i do?==

考试了...唉~~

今天一大早就来了。。看到恩美的简讯。。问我去不去图书馆。。本来不想去图书馆的。。想在家睡比较好。。哈哈哈。。我今天的早晨还不错的。。心情也蛮哦给的所以跟妈咪去吃早餐。。等恩美的表哥来载我们去。。

哇老。。多人到。。读都没心情读料啦。。有点闷闷了啊。。最近不懂做么阿。。超没有心去读。。今天我才发现我自己原来还有很多东西都不会。。学过得都忘记完了。。根本没心去读。。
不是不想读。。是自己用心去读了，可是不懂做么读不进脑。。我有这么差的咩?

最近搞什么哦?唉~我的脑去了那里??是不是开始有压力了呢??不可以这样下去的涅~我郑枫霖有会压力的吗??这个东西没有发生在我身上的窝...之前有 在妈面前提过下....他说做下运动哦...唉....好吧...就明天一大早去跑步吧...这么晚睡..明天还要这么早醒...唉...真是少见我周末 会这么早醒...为了自己,怎样都要试下的啦...唉~~~=(

my favorite cheese cake,morca.. moody at there..

today don't know why so early wake up...i not early wake up usually...hm...what a nice morning..^^ i find something to eat in house...dad and mum go working...nobody home...i turn on the radio...syok..my favor song is playing..'thinking of you'...when i heard that song..i sudden miss some one..mood is getting bad..haiz...
sudden,i realize that today celebrate sis's birthday early...hahax...mum tell going greentown thr..a coffee shop...my favor cheese cake and chocolate cake is over there...xD
i cannot wait tonight..i thought tonight is a great...but is also having a lot of bad mood...haix...
arrive there...i eat my favor cheese cake and order a morca coffee...haix...sad and worry things..
sudden miss her...missing some one is suffer a lot...and thinking about something was pass...how silly previosly...childish...if can choose...i prefer to choose previosly...be a chidish and cheerful girl...happy than now...no need worry some stuff just like now...what a messy life now...i don't want!
exam is coming soon...my parent also give a lot of stress for me...and i also give a lot of stress for myself..i totally afraid bout the exam..

The feeling is back...

Thursday 2.7.2009 rainy day

I know that i still love you...

2day...in the rain...i walk along to the basketball count...

i saw playing in the rain...i saw you...hahahax..

how happy that i can see you...=]

and yet...how sad...that day totally alone...just alone at the school and waiting for my mum...

that day is janice's birthday too...^^

at the moment,u looking at me,i looking you,and i really wanted smile with you...

but i dun dare...i scare...aikz...how regret i am why i dun smile with you...=(

u finished practise,i follow u at the behind and walking along to the canteen...

we sit different side at the canteen...i can see you at there...

i like the feel at the moment...duno why...

actually that enough...i din wish anythings..

just keep that feeling in my mind forever and ever...^^



wee....best frenz forever...when janice's birthday take de...

felt so blur recently...

today i cannot concentrate when teacher was teaching...aikz...i dunno why so moody ar....haiz...
i dun wan like that o...is i'm sick ady? hahax...fast fast tell me the way...what i should do...i sudden forget everything...i cannot remember...so stupid recently...BRAINLESS...oh my god...today i also saw my result...so bad ar....i really dissapointed...i put all my effort on my exam jor...but why still fail 1?ish~~~damn it....i lost a lot of confidents ady...PMR percubaan is coming soon...i hope i will get best result on that...please...>< god bless me~~~amen...

i lost everything...

so silence tonight...nobody home...felt a lot of lonely tonight...waiting her sms...but din appear...i know i lost her... i lost my best friends too...we din talk until now...holidays i din call her go out too.damn boring without her in holiday..haiz...i duno wat should i do...maybe she not thought i'm important in her life...she having other friends...many...she having many people accompany her...i'm not important at all...
But on me...she is everything...even is my lover..in my mind...friends is important that other..but...now i know our opinion is diffrence..we argue...this is the 1st time we argue so long...a month already...when i'm sad...she accompany me ...we face many happen...we meet each other since standers 6...i lost my best friends now...but i really duno why i lost a gang of my friends..?!huh?damn it..! all is stand for her...even is the friends i can trust...what kind of frenz call that?!i see wrong in her...i thought she can trust...but now having trouble,she stand for others!
now i really know who is my true friends...i remember that they celebrate my birthday...my best friends dare to forgot my birthday...this kind of friend can throw it already...i really thanks their accompany me in this holiday and celebrate my birthday...their make me not feel alone now...i know i still having them..

boon boon house...^^

me and janice go boon boon house yesterday...so funny la...hahax...yesterday i'm so early woke up..i looking mirror...oh my god...my face gv nyamuk gigit ya...damn it...make my face red red..i arrived boob boon's house ady...me,janice and boon starting our geografi project lo..hahax...actually we play more than doing project...well,this is the 1st time i go her house...hahax..after,janice want go field play..oh my god...hot sun...i don`t like la...but finally we go thr...heng...making my face more worse...ish...my face becoming red and red..haiz...but i sure wiling go her house again..having a lot of fun...hehe...happy happy...