今天，天气凉凉的。。
一个人坐在巴士里想了好多以前的事。。
眼泪不听话。。就掉了下来。。
想起以前的我是那么的傻的，
把自己搞得伤痕累累。。。。
记得以前的我什么都不会。。。
想做什么就做，没有想到后果。。。
还学人家玩暗恋，玩告白。。。
就是想尝尝爱情的感觉。。。
到头来伤的只有自己。。。
那时我才学会了什么叫做想念，什么叫作爱情。。
苦苦有酸酸的。。
今天我渴望回到这种感觉。。
很想找回以前对你的感觉。。虽然是很苦。。
我望着外面的车子。。
想起我读中2的时候，有时回家途中，会看到你的车子走在我的巴士前面。。
那时有帕你会看到我。。我只好偷偷的望了你几眼。。
很想回到过去。。。
可以吗？
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
累了~
why?why?why?
i hate LONELY...
I hate BORING...
my phone can throw it..!
nobody will find me...
haix....
想找个人陪陪我都没有。。
原来我没什么朋友。。
寂寞的时候你们去了那里？
到底知道我需要什么吗？
我。。。。
只想有人关心下我而已。。。
很难吗？
心情不好时只是想有个肩膀给我靠靠而已。。
为什么只有我是人家的聆听者？？
有没有人可以听听我的呢？？
唉...
真的是好累。。。
好累。。。
以后让我一个人去承受这种感觉好了。。。
i hate LONELY...
I hate BORING...
my phone can throw it..!
nobody will find me...
haix....
想找个人陪陪我都没有。。
原来我没什么朋友。。
寂寞的时候你们去了那里？
到底知道我需要什么吗？
我。。。。
只想有人关心下我而已。。。
很难吗？
心情不好时只是想有个肩膀给我靠靠而已。。
为什么只有我是人家的聆听者？？
有没有人可以听听我的呢？？
唉...
真的是好累。。。
好累。。。
以后让我一个人去承受这种感觉好了。。。
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
today stuff...
Friday 11September 2009
today wei ling stay a night at my home…
then when we dismiss…I saw a ice-cream stall outside our school…
my favorite ice-cream potong…RED BEAN favorite…I like it!!
So wei ling and me go there ask how much…walao?!
1 buck..usually I buy just 50 sen oli…whatever…we just bought it…
Then teh jing ying also come bought tat ice-cream for her mother…favor is durian~yuck~I hate durian ice-cream actually…bad breath after it it…hahaha!!
The weather is hot…our ice-cream so quickly melting…GOSH…how to eat?
Wei ling and me just like a soh po taking the ice-cream and keep laughing…
People beside us also feel weird..haha…don’t bother them…hahax…wei ling not careful
Drop the ice-cream on the uniform..hahax..DIRTY CAT…
Luckily I did not..haha…oh my god it still melting…I decided put all ice-cream into my mouth…oh no…so cold…BEH TAHAN LA~~after that I accompany wei ling back inside the school and clean her uniform…
Then we go parade’s kopitiam yam cha luh~~
Eh?saw kyan ,wei jing and Nicole also at kopitiam there…
Then we go inside ler…
Hahax…always go there yam cha…
Waiter at there also recognize us lo…
Hahax…
Today SPECIAL…
We sit outside…
No air-con…
Damn hot damn hot…..
We order drinks and chat at there…
I notice that a old guy like 30 years old gam de keep looking us…wtf!
See meh see?! Mei tai guo leng lui ar?haha..XD
Chi sin de….so YAM la his face…just like MA LET LOU! Ish~
We jau beh him lo…c c c~
When we gonna leave the waiter put a drink to us…
I think….hey?what’s up? He make mistake izit?
Then I look the guy he said smile wif me and take his drinks up…
WHAT? He belanja us drink? Here is pub meh?hoiyo…
Waa…be careful…later he put drug inside the drink we sure die lo…
So we did not drink it…
He went the toilet leh…
So we take the chance to put the drink he belanja us de put back on the table…
We faster run to wei jing’s table there…hahax…as fast as we can….
I din mention people in the kopitiam..so fishy ar….
i turn to the back c…my god…kunjo was looking us ran…aiyo…man…fish liao…
she laugh us,u know?haix….never mind la..we always like that 1…dah BIASA…
after this wei ling follow my bus went to my home…
today got pasar malam o…
no rain….yeah bi~
I call my bus put us down near the pasar malam there…
Gosh…having variety food at there…looking the yummy food also felt hurry jor…
We buy a lot too…hahax…
Then we take away the food and back home…
We also got take some picha la…hahax..self-loving…
At night,wei ling and I watch horror movie at the tv…
Wow…so horrible….><
Haix…so cham…
I 2pm something only sleep…
Haix….
today wei ling stay a night at my home…
then when we dismiss…I saw a ice-cream stall outside our school…
my favorite ice-cream potong…RED BEAN favorite…I like it!!
So wei ling and me go there ask how much…walao?!
1 buck..usually I buy just 50 sen oli…whatever…we just bought it…
Then teh jing ying also come bought tat ice-cream for her mother…favor is durian~yuck~I hate durian ice-cream actually…bad breath after it it…hahaha!!
The weather is hot…our ice-cream so quickly melting…GOSH…how to eat?
Wei ling and me just like a soh po taking the ice-cream and keep laughing…
People beside us also feel weird..haha…don’t bother them…hahax…wei ling not careful
Drop the ice-cream on the uniform..hahax..DIRTY CAT…
Luckily I did not..haha…oh my god it still melting…I decided put all ice-cream into my mouth…oh no…so cold…BEH TAHAN LA~~after that I accompany wei ling back inside the school and clean her uniform…
Then we go parade’s kopitiam yam cha luh~~
Eh?saw kyan ,wei jing and Nicole also at kopitiam there…
Then we go inside ler…
Hahax…always go there yam cha…
Waiter at there also recognize us lo…
Hahax…
Today SPECIAL…
We sit outside…
No air-con…
Damn hot damn hot…..
We order drinks and chat at there…
I notice that a old guy like 30 years old gam de keep looking us…wtf!
See meh see?! Mei tai guo leng lui ar?haha..XD
Chi sin de….so YAM la his face…just like MA LET LOU! Ish~
We jau beh him lo…c c c~
When we gonna leave the waiter put a drink to us…
I think….hey?what’s up? He make mistake izit?
Then I look the guy he said smile wif me and take his drinks up…
WHAT? He belanja us drink? Here is pub meh?hoiyo…
Waa…be careful…later he put drug inside the drink we sure die lo…
So we did not drink it…
He went the toilet leh…
So we take the chance to put the drink he belanja us de put back on the table…
We faster run to wei jing’s table there…hahax…as fast as we can….
I din mention people in the kopitiam..so fishy ar….
i turn to the back c…my god…kunjo was looking us ran…aiyo…man…fish liao…
she laugh us,u know?haix….never mind la..we always like that 1…dah BIASA…
after this wei ling follow my bus went to my home…
today got pasar malam o…
no rain….yeah bi~
I call my bus put us down near the pasar malam there…
Gosh…having variety food at there…looking the yummy food also felt hurry jor…
We buy a lot too…hahax…
Then we take away the food and back home…
We also got take some picha la…hahax..self-loving…
At night,wei ling and I watch horror movie at the tv…
Wow…so horrible….><
Haix…so cham…
I 2pm something only sleep…
Haix….
Saturday, September 12, 2009
my happy wednesday...^^
9 September 2009
hahax...we stay...but no suggestion to go anywhere...
i hope to go see Final Destination de...but no money ar..just bring RM10 only...sigh..
then we suggest to go zi hui house...we give her a surprise..hahax..
when we arrive outside her house..we like a thieve gam..
but finally also give zi hui saw dou us..
she said she c dou many leg through the aquarium..hahax...aiya..our misson is fail..
thn we go da shu jiao thr eat the famous laksa..haa..so hot at there la..but is totally happy..i love it..kah mei hot dou order two drinks tim..she period leh~aiyoyo..
so kua zhang,right?hahax..we also play play at there and keng gai luh...hahax...so childish la us..curi curi help ppl take photo..we take a lot tim..ahahax..so ugly ar me...but keep it ler..cause today freaking happy~hard ti forget this day ni..i realize our friendship is getting deep..wei ling,zi hui,ah tham,kah mei....all also important in my life..i cannot live without...hahax..Gosh!sudden rain when we eat..oh my god...how to back zi hui home ar?later still wanna watch horror movie ya..yer...so we fatt mou at there..sit there until the rain stop..
walao..sit jor there two hours..3 sumting only back..then we fast fast call zi hui open horror movie when we reach her home...the movie name is child's play..
hahax..so so so funny we watch this..we scream sound all same same de...1st is AHH like that..second time jau AHHHHHHH like that..third time jau AHHHHHHH~~~ like that..hahax...coz is getting more scary...hahax...i keep watching my phone coz i scare my bus gone later..so rush time..after finish watching we fast fast back to school ler...hu...luckily my bus just arrive..yeah~then ah tham text with me when i at the bus...she said our friendship is getting closer through this day..hahax...i also agree this...hahax...i love my friends so MUCH..
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[hahax..kah mei and ah tham]
hahax...we stay...but no suggestion to go anywhere...
i hope to go see Final Destination de...but no money ar..just bring RM10 only...sigh..
then we suggest to go zi hui house...we give her a surprise..hahax..
when we arrive outside her house..we like a thieve gam..
but finally also give zi hui saw dou us..
she said she c dou many leg through the aquarium..hahax...aiya..our misson is fail..
thn we go da shu jiao thr eat the famous laksa..haa..so hot at there la..but is totally happy..i love it..kah mei hot dou order two drinks tim..she period leh~aiyoyo..
so kua zhang,right?hahax..we also play play at there and keng gai luh...hahax...so childish la us..curi curi help ppl take photo..we take a lot tim..ahahax..so ugly ar me...but keep it ler..cause today freaking happy~hard ti forget this day ni..i realize our friendship is getting deep..wei ling,zi hui,ah tham,kah mei....all also important in my life..i cannot live without...hahax..Gosh!sudden rain when we eat..oh my god...how to back zi hui home ar?later still wanna watch horror movie ya..yer...so we fatt mou at there..sit there until the rain stop..
walao..sit jor there two hours..3 sumting only back..then we fast fast call zi hui open horror movie when we reach her home...the movie name is child's play..
hahax..so so so funny we watch this..we scream sound all same same de...1st is AHH like that..second time jau AHHHHHHH like that..third time jau AHHHHHHH~~~ like that..hahax...coz is getting more scary...hahax...i keep watching my phone coz i scare my bus gone later..so rush time..after finish watching we fast fast back to school ler...hu...luckily my bus just arrive..yeah~then ah tham text with me when i at the bus...she said our friendship is getting closer through this day..hahax...i also agree this...hahax...i love my friends so MUCH..
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[hahax..kah mei and ah tham]
Friday, September 4, 2009
超超超开心的一天。。
9月4日星期五
今天超级开心耶。。开心到不知道怎么去形容了。。
紫今天约了新朋友出来在k box 见面。。原本我没留的。。可是还是控制不了自己。。哈！
也可以算是值得去的。。呵呵~到了那边，紫就叫他的朋友去来鲁。。
原来他是踢具来得。。16岁的。叫不知什么名了。。样子不错下的。。
超尴尬的咯。。它又没讲话这样。。我和玲都觉得他是看样子来做朋友的。。
我们在外面待了很久。。最后还是去了。。
又去唱k~星期三才去了而已叻！==破产了啦。。
原来他还有一个朋友陪她来的。。他叫燕洪吧。。他就比较有善点。。
我们认识不久就有说又谈的。。而紫的那朋友就一直出去找他其他房的朋友。。
那间房他说有7个踢叻。。我，玲，紫和眉都呆了一下。
也难怪他会出去不理我们的。。我们就唱我们自己哒。。呵呵。。
唱到一半紫的那个朋友说有两个踢要参进来，叫我们移位。。
糟了哦！很怕叻。。那时的头发像个傻婆一样。。给人家一个坏印象了。
第一个进来的叫磊仔。样子不错下拉。很有善下的。。
第二个进来的时候。。虾米哦？哇~帅叻！！1
我和紫觉得他像tzekie,而玲和嘉眉说他像wada..
可是他就超酷。。我和玲想去认知他都不可以也。。
他很静，进来也不唱歌的。。嘿嘿。。我喜欢叻~哈哈。。
他很像不是很敢望我们这边。真是好害羞哦。。
可惜他一下就走了，走的时候才说了掰而已。。好想那他的电话号码都不行叻。。唉。。
他很像也不是怡保人，不知几时才可以和他再碰面呢。。好想念他哦。。都快被他迷死了。。
应该是太像他了吧。。唉。。当然是他可爱点啦。。
之后唱完k 后就和磊仔去kopitiam喝茶。。
突然紫说尻送他的面包吊饰不见了。。
紫点了东西就和玲出去找了。。
我和眉就留在这里。。
而磊仔看到她的朋友有出去找朋友了。。
那时时间也不早了。。紫也回来了。。
他说真的找不到。玲也是。。紫回来后整个样子都变了。。
这对紫很重要的，是尻给他的。。原本他很开心的。。可是就。。
之后我和玲大算在去找过。。想把紫弄开心回~也许这是我们只能为他做的一件事吧~
我们的付出真是没白费了。。真的是给我们找到了！！耶！！那时真的开心到~我和玲像小孩子这样跳来跳去。还比拾到金还来得开心。。呵呵。。我们把紫的信心拉回来了。。
紫。。你要相信你们之间的缘分哦。。一定有奇迹的。。
看。。失去了她给你的东西都找回了。。
就证明了你们还有在一起的机会。。加油哦~阿仔廷你呀！
为了等小磊吃完东西我还得干巴士呢！还把我的蓝裙留在紫的书包！真是的！
原本想去紫的家看鬼戏，见鬼十的。。
妈当然不给的拉。。不用问！
不管怎样。。今天真的是超超超开心的！！
难忘的一天~
也希望可以认识那个踢哦。。希望可以在见面吧~^^
这是我和玲帮紫找到面包的时候开心过头拍下来得。。哈哈。。从心里发出来得笑啊。。哈哈！
今天超级开心耶。。开心到不知道怎么去形容了。。
紫今天约了新朋友出来在k box 见面。。原本我没留的。。可是还是控制不了自己。。哈！
也可以算是值得去的。。呵呵~到了那边，紫就叫他的朋友去来鲁。。
原来他是踢具来得。。16岁的。叫不知什么名了。。样子不错下的。。
超尴尬的咯。。它又没讲话这样。。我和玲都觉得他是看样子来做朋友的。。
我们在外面待了很久。。最后还是去了。。
又去唱k~星期三才去了而已叻！==破产了啦。。
原来他还有一个朋友陪她来的。。他叫燕洪吧。。他就比较有善点。。
我们认识不久就有说又谈的。。而紫的那朋友就一直出去找他其他房的朋友。。
那间房他说有7个踢叻。。我，玲，紫和眉都呆了一下。
也难怪他会出去不理我们的。。我们就唱我们自己哒。。呵呵。。
唱到一半紫的那个朋友说有两个踢要参进来，叫我们移位。。
糟了哦！很怕叻。。那时的头发像个傻婆一样。。给人家一个坏印象了。
第一个进来的叫磊仔。样子不错下拉。很有善下的。。
第二个进来的时候。。虾米哦？哇~帅叻！！1
我和紫觉得他像tzekie,而玲和嘉眉说他像wada..
可是他就超酷。。我和玲想去认知他都不可以也。。
他很静，进来也不唱歌的。。嘿嘿。。我喜欢叻~哈哈。。
他很像不是很敢望我们这边。真是好害羞哦。。
可惜他一下就走了，走的时候才说了掰而已。。好想那他的电话号码都不行叻。。唉。。
他很像也不是怡保人，不知几时才可以和他再碰面呢。。好想念他哦。。都快被他迷死了。。
应该是太像他了吧。。唉。。当然是他可爱点啦。。
之后唱完k 后就和磊仔去kopitiam喝茶。。
突然紫说尻送他的面包吊饰不见了。。
紫点了东西就和玲出去找了。。
我和眉就留在这里。。
而磊仔看到她的朋友有出去找朋友了。。
那时时间也不早了。。紫也回来了。。
他说真的找不到。玲也是。。紫回来后整个样子都变了。。
这对紫很重要的，是尻给他的。。原本他很开心的。。可是就。。
之后我和玲大算在去找过。。想把紫弄开心回~也许这是我们只能为他做的一件事吧~
我们的付出真是没白费了。。真的是给我们找到了！！耶！！那时真的开心到~我和玲像小孩子这样跳来跳去。还比拾到金还来得开心。。呵呵。。我们把紫的信心拉回来了。。
紫。。你要相信你们之间的缘分哦。。一定有奇迹的。。
看。。失去了她给你的东西都找回了。。
就证明了你们还有在一起的机会。。加油哦~阿仔廷你呀！
为了等小磊吃完东西我还得干巴士呢！还把我的蓝裙留在紫的书包！真是的！
原本想去紫的家看鬼戏，见鬼十的。。
妈当然不给的拉。。不用问！
不管怎样。。今天真的是超超超开心的！！
难忘的一天~
也希望可以认识那个踢哦。。希望可以在见面吧~^^
这是我和玲帮紫找到面包的时候开心过头拍下来得。。哈哈。。从心里发出来得笑啊。。哈哈！
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
speechless....
today we going k box after school dismiss...haix...not high also..is getting moody and moody...sad...wanna high also cannot...tham tham sak me about me and her..i just keep silence..when heard her name,my tear wanna drop down..sigh..suddenly heard the song it make me cry..and zi hui also...this is the first time i saw zi hui cry so long...she's my buddy..wanna make her happy also cannot..haix..i'm useless...i realize her change alot...she always bring her phone when we had stay..but this time,after she break with vio jau din bring phone at all..haix..it not her style actually..i had bring my phone but it meaningless for me too...haix..i dunno what should i do..i duno the way i should to go.. my life just back to the normal..is getting lonely and lonely..i don't like this feeling..but i ady choose the way..and it couldn't return forever le...so speechless..it is the way i choose..nothing i can said anymore..hope u were happy luh..=)
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