Tuesday, August 17, 2010

stress...sighs~

Exam coming...shit lo~still not having such that mood to study...
just think of playing and fun...
seriously,after came back from penang i feel so ''cheerful''.
maybe having a lot of fun at there..laughing none stop...although is just visit temple more than shopping...
but really feel so happy when back from penang...
look the sea and breath the fresh air...
whooo~relax~ :D
hmmm...long time didn't have this feeling lu~
Thanks,cousin intro this trip to me.HAHA.

so today i ask wei ling hang out with me for doing revision.
tomorrow is exam...
wish me wish me~
history!the most noob subject!
so today went to Starbucks study...
hmm...
not really study...i think talk more than study..
HAHAHA.
of couse...our topic is unlimited...talking everything..there's no secret between us..:)
Then 5:30pm..we pack our things and heading to school..
but i want to go Watson buy some personal things..
walking~~~
wow! is that i didn't go parade very long time?
feel so shock,sudden appear a SASA shop..then we go in...
always addicted to the mask..bought two pack of mask and wei ling bought 3 pack of wet tissue.
hahaha..the sale girl so good..free 2 masks for us..i gave wei ling a mask then...
after bought,we run back to school..
LOL...just like a crazy woman run on the road..hahaha.
rush time..luckily bus havent come yet.aha~

after back home,mom told me that she gonna sell our old wira car tomorrow..:(
huh? so sad...feel tak sanggup hati to sell to another people...coz it with us when we was little.
how old i am is the how old to the car...sighs...really ng sek dek...
but who said the car always can't start the engine and car door can't open?
so we force to sell it..haix~Now house just have a car only...
hmmmm....
bye bye,old car...haix~~~~
hope your new master treat you good ba..
hou ng sek dek the 6516 car number .:(

anyway,still have to study harder tonight..start to burn the midnight oil.xD

Friday, August 6, 2010

tears...

tell me what should i do...
i'm so worry and helpless now...
why today sudden happen so many things..
i can't accept it..especially grandma...feel so pity for her...
the most worry is grandma now..
if she sudden can't remember anything,forget who i am..
i surely will crying in front of her...
i want to go grand mom's house and take care of her this weekend...
i know she must be too alone..
just alone in a house everyday..nobody care...
grandma fall down when went to the toilet also nobody know that..
sitting in the toilet for whole day and no eating for whole day also nobody know that..
Luckily aunt came to my grand mom's house.. but when she found my grandma...
my grandma already lost her memory...:(
my uncle ask her question she don't have feeling anymore...
she too afraid and sudden lost her memories i think...wuwuwu...
luckily few hours ago,grandma can talk to us..better right now...
why will sudden like that..i still worrying this now..:(
get well soon,grandma..:(
hope everything will turn back to the normal..
i sudden lost my mind...
out of control and crying in the class...
why friends ask me what happen...
if they don't ask why,maybe i won't cry...
once i cry i can't stop it...recently really feel so down...parent and family problem...
mom and dad...don't you can't understand my feeling?
i don't want to lost this family...
mom....trust dad he won't do this for you anymore...
he regret already..please trust him...
i don't want have any change between mom and dad...you know?
be your daughter is suffering if see this happen and i cannot do anything for you two...:(
looking my mom crying because of my dad,i feel so pain in my heart...
cannot find the words to describe..:(