tears...

tell me what should i do...
i'm so worry and helpless now...
why today sudden happen so many things..
i can't accept it..especially grandma...feel so pity for her...
the most worry is grandma now..
if she sudden can't remember anything,forget who i am..
i surely will crying in front of her...
i want to go grand mom's house and take care of her this weekend...
i know she must be too alone..
just alone in a house everyday..nobody care...
grandma fall down when went to the toilet also nobody know that..
sitting in the toilet for whole day and no eating for whole day also nobody know that..
Luckily aunt came to my grand mom's house.. but when she found my grandma...
my grandma already lost her memory...:(
my uncle ask her question she don't have feeling anymore...
she too afraid and sudden lost her memories i think...wuwuwu...
luckily few hours ago,grandma can talk to us..better right now...
why will sudden like that..i still worrying this now..:(
get well soon,grandma..:(
hope everything will turn back to the normal..
i sudden lost my mind...
out of control and crying in the class...
why friends ask me what happen...
if they don't ask why,maybe i won't cry...
once i cry i can't stop it...recently really feel so down...parent and family problem...
mom and dad...don't you can't understand my feeling?
i don't want to lost this family...
mom....trust dad he won't do this for you anymore...
he regret already..please trust him...
i don't want have any change between mom and dad...you know?
be your daughter is suffering if see this happen and i cannot do anything for you two...:(
looking my mom crying because of my dad,i feel so pain in my heart...
cannot find the words to describe..:(