I need some fresh air.

ummm....
give me something interest to do..
is so so so so bored now. SOS!
the account project is almost done..
is the front page haven't gam dim yet..
tonight ask daddy pick me to the cc.=]
Thursday pass up,then i can concentrate my study.
final exam is coming soon..you know?
i don't have such the mood to study..but i don't want to see my study fall behind again.
I will jealous with someone again if someone get the marks that higher than me.
LOL.

I think i need to do some exercise to refresh my brain. wahaha.
who can go jogging with me this weekend?who want to go?i need somebody
accompany me.
wow...recently my family is so addicted on swimming.
we almost go stadium every sunday.
yeah. is really dirty. the swimming pool is still okay,but the toilet.dirty lo.
feeling good to swim with those kiddie. my mom friend's children.hahaha.

what's wrong with me today?!
I wa soooo sleepy in the class.
curiously enough,i slept whole day yesterday.
once i back home at 2pm,i slept until 7pm only woke up...
then bath and dinner..nearly 12am midnight i go bed again..
enough time to sleep yesterday.
but today why felt so sleep one? i keep on yawning in the class.
absent mind too. had a day dream whole day. LOL.
maybe i shouldn't sleep over start now..
HAHA. I'm on diet,okay? That's why my family go to swim every sunday.
is just because of me. hahaha.
At school i eat less also. Just now went and measure my weight.
opps! i just lost 1 kg! but at least have lost my weight. HAHA.
keep going..i can do it.=]

Monday.=]

Today see movie with wei ling at jusco..
so wake up early in the morning and waiting my mom fetch me.
i knew she must be late..i told wei ling 10am will arrive her house.
but my mom almost 12pm reach there..LOL.
Then we go and buy movie ticket..''vampire suck''
OMG. crowded...so many people line up and buy ticket..=.=
and i notice that a couple is staring at us.==
what's wrong?? LOL. I don't care la.
after buy ticket we go to McD eat Mcflurry. hoho.
i very long time didn't eat this. yummy!
ish..we saw our enemy sitting beside us!
aiyer..stick a tattoo on her arm wor~
hate her! talk something about us to her mother.
don't think we don't know. sei 8 po!
i don't know why my sister is her best friend previous.==
time's up!
almost 1.30pm
we go back to the cinema there and buy popcorn and soda.
wow.regular popcorn just like large popcorn. call us how to finish it.
There's no small popcorn to sell one.
no choice~ we bought the regular popcorn.we go to the cinema room and put our snack to the seat. wei ling cover it with her jacket before we went to the toilet.HAHAHA.
scare somebody eat it.AHA~
Movie start.
almost teenager watch this movie. walao~ idiot enough.everyone is laughing until the movie end.
and we both too..laugh until tears come out.
After watch movie we went to sing K~
just we two..syok~~ although just we two in the K room also feel so high.
we don't care whether we sing wrongly or what. Just shout and sing.
feel so cold in the K room. no jacket also. cold until i can't sing anymore.
sudden i waiter come and ask us pay money 1st.
Then wei ling sudden said her purse is missing! what?!
LOL. luckily it just drop on the floor only.haha. if not we die,i not
enough to pay..and the boy ask us what is the song we sing now.
then i ans: Give you hell~ then he ans: ohh..i see.
LOL. he so cute.
6:30..Mom's calling..i have to back..
wei ling too..but i shopping with my mom awhile when wei ling was back.
after that mom go to grandma's house.
almost 10pm only back home and take dinner as our supper.
Online after dinner and shower..haha.
play uno with wei ling in the msn.LOL.
i never win.==
2am...go to bed~

selamat hari raya to my malay friends.

Today visit two malay friends' house..
haha..today's fun and cool...
visit with my mom and a friend..
food is tasty..not too spicy...love their ketupat and curry.
HAHA..of course received green pau too.hehe.
i love their malay's decoration..so many old things in the cupboard..
like plate and iron and something..
sudden think of my old best friend,intan nabilah..
so i decided to text her today..
thanks God that she still remember me! i wish her happy hari raya
and ask her when have back to ipoh..sooooooo miss her!
you know? every year's hari raya i will miss her one,because i visit her house when i was
standard 6..her mom keep give me biscuit and food..ask me eat more..
and we played fire cracker too.
It was fun,man..miss the moment so.
today almost 11pm only back home..tired and full.

tomorrow! say happy birthday to my grandma.
all my cousin back from KL because grandma's birthday.
wheee~
but have to go tuition after the celebration..
here i wish my grandma's healthy and strong.
may God bless you.:)

P.S: Vampire suck and step up 3..cinema,cinema.here i come!

stress...sighs~

Exam coming...shit lo~still not having such that mood to study...
just think of playing and fun...
seriously,after came back from penang i feel so ''cheerful''.
maybe having a lot of fun at there..laughing none stop...although is just visit temple more than shopping...
but really feel so happy when back from penang...
look the sea and breath the fresh air...
whooo~relax~ :D
hmmm...long time didn't have this feeling lu~
Thanks,cousin intro this trip to me.HAHA.

so today i ask wei ling hang out with me for doing revision.
tomorrow is exam...
wish me wish me~
history!the most noob subject!
so today went to Starbucks study...
hmm...
not really study...i think talk more than study..
HAHAHA.
of couse...our topic is unlimited...talking everything..there's no secret between us..:)
Then 5:30pm..we pack our things and heading to school..
but i want to go Watson buy some personal things..
walking~~~
wow! is that i didn't go parade very long time?
feel so shock,sudden appear a SASA shop..then we go in...
always addicted to the mask..bought two pack of mask and wei ling bought 3 pack of wet tissue.
hahaha..the sale girl so good..free 2 masks for us..i gave wei ling a mask then...
after bought,we run back to school..
LOL...just like a crazy woman run on the road..hahaha.
rush time..luckily bus havent come yet.aha~

after back home,mom told me that she gonna sell our old wira car tomorrow..:(
huh? so sad...feel tak sanggup hati to sell to another people...coz it with us when we was little.
how old i am is the how old to the car...sighs...really ng sek dek...
but who said the car always can't start the engine and car door can't open?
so we force to sell it..haix~Now house just have a car only...
hmmmm....
bye bye,old car...haix~~~~
hope your new master treat you good ba..
hou ng sek dek the 6516 car number .:(

anyway,still have to study harder tonight..start to burn the midnight oil.xD

tears...

tell me what should i do...
i'm so worry and helpless now...
why today sudden happen so many things..
i can't accept it..especially grandma...feel so pity for her...
the most worry is grandma now..
if she sudden can't remember anything,forget who i am..
i surely will crying in front of her...
i want to go grand mom's house and take care of her this weekend...
i know she must be too alone..
just alone in a house everyday..nobody care...
grandma fall down when went to the toilet also nobody know that..
sitting in the toilet for whole day and no eating for whole day also nobody know that..
Luckily aunt came to my grand mom's house.. but when she found my grandma...
my grandma already lost her memory...:(
my uncle ask her question she don't have feeling anymore...
she too afraid and sudden lost her memories i think...wuwuwu...
luckily few hours ago,grandma can talk to us..better right now...
why will sudden like that..i still worrying this now..:(
get well soon,grandma..:(
hope everything will turn back to the normal..
i sudden lost my mind...
out of control and crying in the class...
why friends ask me what happen...
if they don't ask why,maybe i won't cry...
once i cry i can't stop it...recently really feel so down...parent and family problem...
mom and dad...don't you can't understand my feeling?
i don't want to lost this family...
mom....trust dad he won't do this for you anymore...
he regret already..please trust him...
i don't want have any change between mom and dad...you know?
be your daughter is suffering if see this happen and i cannot do anything for you two...:(
looking my mom crying because of my dad,i feel so pain in my heart...
cannot find the words to describe..:(

You Don't Mean Anything

Maybe I'm just not good enough for you
And maybe I just don't wanna be like you
And maybe I just don't wanna know
How low you're ready to go
I'm not gonna change
You can't make me
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be
Tell me does it feel good to be like you
Tell me why should I waste my time with you
'Cuz maybe you always bring me down
I'm sick of being pushed around
I'm not gonna change
You can't make me
You don't mean anything to me
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be
I know you think you know me
You don't know anything
I know you want to help me
I don't need anything
Don't tell me where to go
I don't need you to know
You don't mean anything to me
You're what I never wanna be!

yum cha last night

Sudden got his call last night...
HAHA..happy! we didn't meet for so long..miss you,kiddie!
Then,we went greentown's kopitiam yumcha.
surprise alot...just didn't meet him bout 3 months...
he change alot..I completely cannot recognize him...
HAHA..honestly,he look very mature...wey tian..you"dai gor zai" lo~
our topic never change...music and DJ Ken...our favorite..hoho...
Happy night! Normally saturday is the most bored day..
finally had a lot of fun at night! weee~