对不起，我谦你们的实在太多。。

对不起。。
今天的心情不是很好
今天有什么得罪的请原谅我
对不起。。
我知道你们对我很好。。
可是一旦讲到钱就会很伤感情
那就是原因之一
我不想你们在我背后说一些难听的话。。
虽然我只你们不会。。
不过自己就是不喜欢这样做。。
所以今天就还回给你们的钱就走了。。
最近真的很穷下。。
不是最近。。是这一年~
今天我的那一班死党都有留下去唱k..
除了我。。。=（
就在外面一个人等车来。。
傻傻的。。
望望其他人都在和朋友说话。。
而自己却一个人的。。=（
唉~
算了。。
我边等边喝我的果汁。。
O(∩_∩)O哈哈哈~
回到家后就立刻跑去房间睡午觉去了。。
连午餐都没有吃。。
呵呵。。
上线哝。。
跟boon boon..
跟他玩游戏。。
今天就这样过料了~

i hate today...!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

What a bored Saturday…I thought today can hang out 1...but mother don’t let me go…
Yer….hate it…! Always find some reason and don’t let me go out..why always want me stay at home wor…
Me wanna fatt mou already lo…stay at home for what??! And want me always sleep dao 12pm or 1 pm thn only wake up??!take care of my sister like my father said??gosh…They’re not baby la okay?! Already 12 years old…period also came jor lah…still wanna me take care of her meh??!!
What a stupid reason is that??! Be reasonable la…!is obviously don’t want me go shopping today…! Don’t think I don’t know what u were thinking…!just jogging and going sport also cannot!! Is healthy la okay?!! Like that also call dangerous ar?is so gud u know?!can keep fit also..good than u stay at home and in front the TV la!FUCK!
Why???!! All parents in world is like that gah?? Oh no…said I’m always go lan gai and LEPAK wor..! where got always??!!!
Just 1 time a week only wor…! Hoiyo…looking me now…boring dao wanna write this all idiot things in here…!! Besides,I could express my feeling in here..!
I HATE U ALL AR! Blocking me hang out! Urgh~ I ‘m feeling so bad to stay at home anymore! U try it..!what the feeling stay at home whole day!!go and try,and u will know that feeling!! Just in front the TV and laptop only!! Will fatt mou u know?! After u try it,u sure will understand the feeling!!HERH!!

如果我变成回忆

p.s:如果有一天我变成你的回忆，那就把我忘了吧。。

作词：陈信延
作曲：TANK

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例 想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

以前，现在，我。。。

今天，天气凉凉的。。

一个人坐在巴士里想了好多以前的事。。

眼泪不听话。。就掉了下来。。

想起以前的我是那么的傻的，

把自己搞得伤痕累累。。。。

记得以前的我什么都不会。。。

想做什么就做，没有想到后果。。。

还学人家玩暗恋，玩告白。。。

就是想尝尝爱情的感觉。。。

到头来伤的只有自己。。。

那时我才学会了什么叫做想念，什么叫作爱情。。

苦苦有酸酸的。。

今天我渴望回到这种感觉。。

很想找回以前对你的感觉。。虽然是很苦。。

我望着外面的车子。。

想起我读中2的时候，有时回家途中，会看到你的车子走在我的巴士前面。。

那时有帕你会看到我。。我只好偷偷的望了你几眼。。

很想回到过去。。。

可以吗？

累了~

why?why?why?

i hate LONELY...

I hate BORING...

my phone can throw it..!

nobody will find me...

haix....

想找个人陪陪我都没有。。

原来我没什么朋友。。

寂寞的时候你们去了那里？

到底知道我需要什么吗？

我。。。。

只想有人关心下我而已。。。

很难吗？

心情不好时只是想有个肩膀给我靠靠而已。。

为什么只有我是人家的聆听者？？

有没有人可以听听我的呢？？

唉...

真的是好累。。。

好累。。。

以后让我一个人去承受这种感觉好了。。。

today stuff...

Friday 11September 2009

today wei ling stay a night at my home…
then when we dismiss…I saw a ice-cream stall outside our school…
my favorite ice-cream potong…RED BEAN favorite…I like it!!
So wei ling and me go there ask how much…walao?!
1 buck..usually I buy just 50 sen oli…whatever…we just bought it…
Then teh jing ying also come bought tat ice-cream for her mother…favor is durian~yuck~I hate durian ice-cream actually…bad breath after it it…hahaha!!
The weather is hot…our ice-cream so quickly melting…GOSH…how to eat?
Wei ling and me just like a soh po taking the ice-cream and keep laughing…
People beside us also feel weird..haha…don’t bother them…hahax…wei ling not careful
Drop the ice-cream on the uniform..hahax..DIRTY CAT…
Luckily I did not..haha…oh my god it still melting…I decided put all ice-cream into my mouth…oh no…so cold…BEH TAHAN LA~~after that I accompany wei ling back inside the school and clean her uniform…
Then we go parade’s kopitiam yam cha luh~~
Eh?saw kyan ,wei jing and Nicole also at kopitiam there…
Then we go inside ler…
Hahax…always go there yam cha…
Waiter at there also recognize us lo…
Hahax…
Today SPECIAL…
We sit outside…
No air-con…
Damn hot damn hot…..
We order drinks and chat at there…
I notice that a old guy like 30 years old gam de keep looking us…wtf!
See meh see?! Mei tai guo leng lui ar?haha..XD
Chi sin de….so YAM la his face…just like MA LET LOU! Ish~
We jau beh him lo…c c c~
When we gonna leave the waiter put a drink to us…
I think….hey?what’s up? He make mistake izit?
Then I look the guy he said smile wif me and take his drinks up…
WHAT? He belanja us drink? Here is pub meh?hoiyo…
Waa…be careful…later he put drug inside the drink we sure die lo…
So we did not drink it…
He went the toilet leh…
So we take the chance to put the drink he belanja us de put back on the table…
We faster run to wei jing’s table there…hahax…as fast as we can….
I din mention people in the kopitiam..so fishy ar….
i turn to the back c…my god…kunjo was looking us ran…aiyo…man…fish liao…
she laugh us,u know?haix….never mind la..we always like that 1…dah BIASA…
after this wei ling follow my bus went to my home…
today got pasar malam o…
no rain….yeah bi~
I call my bus put us down near the pasar malam there…
Gosh…having variety food at there…looking the yummy food also felt hurry jor…
We buy a lot too…hahax…
Then we take away the food and back home…
We also got take some picha la…hahax..self-loving…
At night,wei ling and I watch horror movie at the tv…
Wow…so horrible….><
Haix…so cham…
I 2pm something only sleep…
Haix….

my happy wednesday...^^

9 September 2009

hahax...we stay...but no suggestion to go anywhere...
i hope to go see Final Destination de...but no money ar..just bring RM10 only...sigh..
then we suggest to go zi hui house...we give her a surprise..hahax..
when we arrive outside her house..we like a thieve gam..
but finally also give zi hui saw dou us..
she said she c dou many leg through the aquarium..hahax...aiya..our misson is fail..
thn we go da shu jiao thr eat the famous laksa..haa..so hot at there la..but is totally happy..i love it..kah mei hot dou order two drinks tim..she period leh~aiyoyo..
so kua zhang,right?hahax..we also play play at there and keng gai luh...hahax...so childish la us..curi curi help ppl take photo..we take a lot tim..ahahax..so ugly ar me...but keep it ler..cause today freaking happy~hard ti forget this day ni..i realize our friendship is getting deep..wei ling,zi hui,ah tham,kah mei....all also important in my life..i cannot live without...hahax..Gosh!sudden rain when we eat..oh my god...how to back zi hui home ar?later still wanna watch horror movie ya..yer...so we fatt mou at there..sit there until the rain stop..
walao..sit jor there two hours..3 sumting only back..then we fast fast call zi hui open horror movie when we reach her home...the movie name is child's play..
hahax..so so so funny we watch this..we scream sound all same same de...1st is AHH like that..second time jau AHHHHHHH like that..third time jau AHHHHHHH~~~ like that..hahax...coz is getting more scary...hahax...i keep watching my phone coz i scare my bus gone later..so rush time..after finish watching we fast fast back to school ler...hu...luckily my bus just arrive..yeah~then ah tham text with me when i at the bus...she said our friendship is getting closer through this day..hahax...i also agree this...hahax...i love my friends so MUCH..



[hahax..kah mei and ah tham]