Thursday, January 6, 2011

wish i can go back to december.

Reopen school one week already.
I went to school a week.
why I still seems so blur? Don't know what's going on..Don't know what
teacher talking about? Why sudden become so stupid?><
I need Brand chicken essence! Make me concentrate more.
I feel so sleepy everyday...
Why sudden feel so strange about this school??
why feel so weird to go school??
something's wrong here but i can't figure out what's different~
what the hell?!
I haven't get my text books yet! I went to school a week already,man.
School dont have extra text books meh?!
I can't do my homework without text books and can't reading english novel!
If the ex-form 5 student dont want return the book or maybe she return the book
in next year,then i no need take my text books anymore huh?!
wtf. why those librarians so STUPID?! call me wait wait wait! wait your mother.
I gonna punch you i tell you,fatty. You ruin my schedule this week!
I can't do my homework this week.
I feel so unsafe because i don't have one single text books in my bag.
I bring NONE to school.
Work books also taken already. Where's my text books? give back to me~
Fine~ I wait for it until Monday.:s

[Taylor swift-Back to December]
Yeah. can i back to december please?
Life's change sudden. I'm use to having fun in december.
I'm like a happy girl in this world.
But after december gone,January arrived.
I'm change a lot.. it was fun when i first day went to school.
chit chat and said Hi and hug long long with my old friends.
everything's perfect!
But after the 1st day..I felt I'm not that happy like last year.
I didn't talk too much,I don't eat things when recess. I ate a lot in last year,you know?==
Can anyone tell me why?
Is just like I'm stuck in a life that i didn't ask for..:'(
I wish i can go back again.
i know i couldn't look back,life must go on...i know.
2010 went so fasttt..My form 4 life ends like that. I don't want.
You know what? I still can't forget I'm 16. Yesterday a freak
came and chat with me. I still said i'm 16! i'm 17 right now.
17 17 17~ seem so old like that.
I could believe I'm a senior in school, hard to believe I have to face
SPM this year. I still fooling around everyday.
is time to change? change to be more mature?
sighsss. One more year for Teenage life..
I don't want grow up. I want always beside daddy and mom all the time.
I don't want grow up! I don't wanna change,I just wanna have fun!
I'd like everything right now.
stay up late,spend hours on the phone,pressing phone all the time,play video
games until 3am,hang out with
friends and never being at home. I like my attitude problem.
I'm impolite,I'm rude,I'm immature but i will stay like this til the day i die.
I won't change anything,so you better give up. don't ever change me..cause
that's me,chang foong lim.
let it grow naturally.:] I'm happy to be myself.:]

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