Sunday, February 13, 2011

feel so lost...:(

What if last night i begging you stay?
what if last night I didn't text you?
what if last night I didn't pick up your phone?
I think we won't had this chance to tell each other.
Remember this day,precious day we had! xD

What are you thinking? why you don't tell me anything?
Is hard to figure out what you thinking.
I'm tired of this.:(
so complicated~ such a tired game.
You know what? I miss you!
Why it won't become truth? Why I always screw up everything?!
Sudden hate myself! I hate myself. I don't have gut to tell you.
you too. What are we waiting for actually? idk.
why we scare to tell the truth? just fine. I don't give a damn.

Today......~
what a pretty little Tuesday I have!
No school. I can wake up late or don't sleep at night!
but worst thing is tomorrow gotta go school..SUCk!
Who the hell love to go school? if she was,then she must
telling the lie!
Someone told me that she gonna gimme present tmr. AHAHA. valentine day was gone.
You're late,dude.
Another secret admire? LOL. guess who? xD I can't wait!
Yesterday blueberry cheese cake accompany me celebrate valentine day.
But also,I had yumcha with friends yesterday and received two chocolates. LOL.
ish. Stay at home better! couple everywhere! And my best friend's bf make
my best friend sad! Damn you! what boy friend is that?!
Don't ever ever let me see your face! You're made my buddy cry yesterday!
For me, IS AWESOME TO BEING SINGLE!xD
no need to bother everything. like a crazy woman laughing or laugh
until roll on the floor also nevermind.xD
We just need some fun! Like my friend say. HAHA.
We prefer this.:D

wtf? Sudden feel myself getting brainless already.
and lazier and lazier. I don't know what i've done at school.
Just like a stupid sitting in the class and looking at teacher
teaching. But MY MIND GO DEAD. My mind went dead at all.
Looking at her like so serious,but my mind was actually went dead!
So...I'm getting stupid now. My buddies busy to catch up the homework now,
but I'm care nothing. still fooling around~ Grr!
what are you thinking,CHANG FOONG LIM?!
Do you really wanna destroy your life by your own just like that?!
I know I'll regret for sure!
When I will awake?! I have no time! If i still like that,
I'm sure i hard to catch up anymore.
Do I really want to see this happen?
No wayyyy.. Is time to pinch myself and call myself awake!
kill the laziness and time to strive for what I really want to!
I promise!


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